Am I, Who I am?

I guess this is an odd question to ask, manly because I am almost certain I am the only reader here. But it is a question that I want an honest answer to, and one that I think people should ask more often.

According to popular opinion I have many faults as a functioning individual in society and am therefor unattractive.

-I still live at home.
-I do not hold a driver's license.
-I only work part time.

To justify those, would only state that I also thought there was something wrong with them. People are from many different walks of life and they end up where then end up. Who am I or anyone else to judge them based on this?

There are a few things that I believe that I have some talent in.

-I am a writer.
-I am a painter.
-I can discuss things with people
-I can understand other people points of view

There are a few things that I think I need to work on, but never seem to motivate myself to do.

-I want to be able to read faster but still be able to retain the same amount of information.
-I want to be able to exercise on my own without over doing it.
-Handle myself better in larger social situations


There are things that I want to do

-I want live out of the back of a station wagon, on an extensive road trip that takes me all over the United States
-I want to have a positive impact on people that I have never and most likely will never meet.
-I want to be a dedicated husband and father.
-I want to write books in many genres, many even in write a book that opens a new genre.

There are reasons I wake up in the morning

-It would be disrespectful to all the people that put faith in me not to
-For a life that makes me smile when I open my eyes
-Because

I guess all I can really say for sure is, I am a human being and I am in a constant process to find who I am and what I want to do with that information.

Happy New Year

-NK