Truthfully, the things that used worry about all the time, hold no bearing. So now I am forced to try to move toward hopes and dreams. At least I think it is now time. Which is why I have no idea what the next step is. I have the tendency to think so far ahead that the next step is completely in the dark.
So I guess logically I should start to look at the things that are around me at this moment and try to use what is around me to move forward. I should cut back on drinking, it has not ever affected my income, but it has limited the amount of time that I can do things. I spend the few hours intoxicated and then the many recovering. It is a lot of mental use wasted just to avoid moving forward.
Happy New Year!
-NK
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