Lack of Motivation?

I have been at the student center since 10, it is now three thirty and I think that I have gotten further from actually starting on school work. I have been sketching for the last hour or so for a painting that I know that I want to get done at some point. But for the third evening in a row I have put aside trying to do the extra reading that I wanted to do for my history class. How can I be drawn out already? I mean school just started this semester and I already feel as though i have been here for ages.

Other then the sketching and the finalization of plans for the writers' collective meeting next Monday from 4 to 6, I have not actually done anything. For school or myself. I still think that I am struggling with the tension that seems to be placed above all these activities. I know that I can and I know that I will, but getting started seems to be the hardest part of all.

My creativity seems to be tapped out, like my well has dried only during the moments that I wish to drink form it. A solid sleep schedule, that seems to be something that I am lacking and when I get too much or not enough sleep I tend to have a harder time focusing on what I want to do. I made the mistake of sleeping for three hours in the middle of the day yesterday, after which I just laid around for the rest of the evening until I went to bed at two in the morning. I think that is why I am so tired now, my body wants to take a three hour nap.

I even seem to have a lack in making a successful point in this post.

-NK